Feelings @ love

Jaam par jaam pee gaye un naino ke pyalo se....
Door hokr bhi na hue the door unke khayalon se....

Hum chahte toh de sakte the jawaab unki har ada ka ....
Par dil ghayal tha unke chanchal sawaalon se....

Tasabbor tha judai ...gum tha bewafai ka....
Thaan liya tha dil me na jhanse me aayenge ab....
Par ho gai khata ab fir iss dil se....dosh tha fir ek baar unki kamsin angadaai ka....

Yeh shaam ki masti yeh pedhon ka machalna....
Dil ko bhaya unke un... unke aashiq ka jalna....
Warna wo na jati uss gali jahan najre thi humari..aur chod deti wo aksr un matak ke chalna...

Hum th khoye th unke husn ke dedar me.....
Hum soye the unke anko k pyar me...
Wo bhale na bole lafzo se humko....
Par photo apni unke dil k akhbaar me....

Wo yun taalte gaye....din par din yun nikaalte gaye....
Wo chahte toh rok lete yun bikharna humara....
Par chod dil ko humare wo julfo ko apni sawaarte gaye....

Ab maja na tha unki yaad me peene me....un tadap kr door rh kr jeene me...
Humne toh ankhe mood li thi ..iss khawish me....
Ki jab wo ayenge jee kr yeh tanha jindgi...
Hum rahenge saath unke ...dil bankr unke seene me....

              -vivek

baaten pare lafzon ke....

kaash keh paata wo lafjo me jo mere dil me hai...

kaash bayane guftgu hoti jo dhadkano ki mehfil me hai...

un th aksar hi halchal rahi hai mahaul me darmiyan....

par ek gajab taheraav ehsaason ke saahil me hai...

maine aksar hi socha hai ki dil na kisi ka dukhaun...

gumo ki har ek boond ko mai khud h pee jaun...

par aksar hi bheega raha hai badan nakaamiyon ke fuharon se...

bas dhoondhta raha lafz hi kis tarah se unko jataun...

dekha hai maine tuje uss tofaan ko dabaye seene me....

aksar hi pareshan khatir doosron ki nahaye koshishon ke paseene me....

kaash mai jo kuch kar pata kahatir teri....

toh naam tere jaan mai krta.. ...fir muje bhi maja aata kuch khul kr jeene me....

gar kabhi ho bhi jaaye bhool iss dil se....

th na ruswa karna kabhi dil ki bhari mehfil se....

na jee payega jo baar ek bhi gira najron me teri....

kho jaayega yeh lahron ka samandar milke apne saahil se...

milke apne saahil se.....

  -vivek

HUMSAFAR...

Kuch soone soone raasto pe saath akela mai sab k saath.....

kadam dar kadam kuch lamhe ; kured rahe the mere khwaab.....

raftaar kuch dheemi si thi par chaal me teji wahi barkaar....

muskaan thi lambi gehri lekin ansu chalak rahe har baar.....

dekh sabhi ne socha shyad khushi ke ansu hai hasi ke saath....

par koi yeh na dekh saka ki gumo bhari thi wo muskaan......

chalta raha chalata raha....raaste na bichde jab tak wahan....

kho gaya fir uss mod pe jaake.....muda jaha se tha mai akela.....

kuch door chala ek aahat se chauka ....shyad koi aaya tha...

wo ek wahi tha saath me mere jisne apna mujhe bnya tha....

dekh usse uss raah me ...chlake aansu fir iss baar...

par yeh ansu khushi ke hi the ...jiskj muje thi kab se darkaar...

wo saath chala fir saath me mere ...aur khushi ka saya tha....

soona mera jeevan tha kab se ...ab sab kuch maine paaya tha...

ab sab kuch maine paaya tha.....

         -vivek

Prem.kahani :D

Gumsum raahe veeran andhera..

Dil maage sirf saath ho tera,

Raat me aun mai milne tujhse..

Dheere dheere chupke chupke..

Mil jaye jo baap wo tera...

Khoon na karde saala mera..

Teri maa kaa.........kya kehna

Dher sa makeup kilo bhar gehna

Uspe bhi wo kahte rehna.......

"ARE ABI MAINE MAKEUP KIYA HI KAHAN HAI"

Jis din sanka dimaag mera.....

Duniya me bachunga bas mai hi tera..

Samjha le apne tu baap ko

Ghar pe pehra na de raat ko....

Na roke milne se tujhko

Apna daamaad maan le mujhko

Jaldi se kara de apni sagai..

Sahi nahi jati ab judai....

Warna marega kisi din saala....

Chadh jayegi photo pe maala

Le jaunga tujhe utha ke

Maar ke ghar pe bahar se taala.....

heartly thanks ....

 I HEARTLY THANKS TO ALL THOSE WHO HAVE PAID A VISIT TO MY BLOG AND READ MY POEMS...
PLEASE KEEP COMING BACK...
THANK U TO EVERY VISITOR.....HEARTY THANKS.. : ) :)
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                                           -vivek tiwari

GHARAUNDA...

Tinka tinka jod bnya ek gharauda chota sa...

Par khabar kaha uss waqt me thi ki chaar pahar na tik paayega..

Saawn barsa jor tadap kar..

Anke meri royi thi..

Bikhar gaya jab sansar tha mera..

Uss raat na yeh fir soi thi..

Avaaz lagai thi maine apno ko...

Par madhoshi me raaten  khoi thi..

Do ansu duje roz wo roye....Raat na hum sun paaye kuki... 

sapno me aankhen khoyi thi....

Par roya na mai uss roz dobara.

na cheej meri koi khoyi thi....

Jo apne the asal me mere....wo paas aaj bhi hai mere...

Jo dikha rae ki apne the...fikar na unki hoyegi ...ab fikar na unki hoyegi...

              - vivek

toh koi baat ho...

dhundha hai maine aksar hi apno ko ....

yun hi kabhi koi mil jaaye th koi baat ho...

bheje hai lakho duaon ke khat maine...

kabhi koi gumnaam khat aaye th koi baat ho.....

bol kar na jaane kitno ne apna banaya hai....

kisi ka jaadoo bin bole chal jaaye th koi baat ho...

hosh me th aksar hi haal e dil bayan krte hain log....

koi wahi baat nashe me kah jaaye th koi baat ho....

paas aate dekh th muskuraye hai kai dafa.....

koi door jata dekh maayoos ho jaaye th koi baat ho....

chaha hai jitni shiddat se use maine....

kabhi wo bhi muje chaahe th koi baat ho....

mere saath na reh saka jo kabhi wo...

par mere janaje pe aaye th koi baat ho....

th koi baat ho...

            -vivek

SOCH RAHA THA JAANE KYA...

Ool jalulsa ek samandar ,bin lafzo ka ek bavandar…

Man gote khata uske andar, soch raha hai jaane kya..

Jeevan beeta koshish me ..jevan beeta faroshish me…

Beeta jeevan jaane kahan …mai soch raha tha jaane kya…

Kitni ki koshish ..sab ko samjhau.....Kitni ki koshish mai kuch keh jaau…

par jaise roke koi andar ...ku tod raha saare armaa...

mai soch raha tha jaane kya..

Thak haar ke jab fir chuppi saadhi…..maun kardi jindgi aadhi..

ghaav laga tha dil pe gehra. …mai jaane kya tha soch raha….

Badal gaya  khush sab ko dekhu.,,,.badla gaya ab kitna roku..

Chod diye armaan wo saare…..bhula diye wo lamhe pyaare

Bas dekh raha hu mila hai kya….kaun hai mera mai hu kiska..

chod ladai sanso ki. jaane kya tha soch raha ....jaane kya tha soch raha...

                                                   -VIVEK

TERA SAYA....

Veeran raahen thedi dagar...

Dil khush hai fir bhi magar....

Saath tu nahi th kya.....

Teri yaadon ka dil pe gahra hai asar...!!!!

MILNA HOGA FIR KABHI...

Dher udaasi behti rahi...

gamo ki badri chaai thi...

Par hum jeeye yeh soch kr ki milna hoga fir kabhi..

Lamhon ki saajish ab samjh me aai thi ....

ku har pal yaad satai thi ....

har lamha rooth chal tha mujhse, rooth gayi thi saari khushi...

Par hum jeeye tabhi bhi, yeh sochkr....

ki milna hoga fir kabhi..

Saanse laut na paai thi...

jab badhi khoob tanhaai thi...

aur yeh soch hum mare tabhi...

ki milna hoga fir kabhi ...ki milna hoga fir kabhi....

                          -vivek

KHALI PANNE .. (REGRESSION)..

i very intense and pure feeling (of course after love ) is called regression...

 regression of what u cant stop, knowingly....

 regression of what u have done...

and mostly..

regression of what u have left undone...

khol kitaab jindgi ki kuch panne palte lamho ke...

kuch pe likh di yaad tumhari ...

kuch khaali humne chod diye...

baras beete, arse beete, beet gaye ab kai jamane....

rooth khudi ab aaj chale hain, apne hi hum man ko manane...

jag choota ,rab choota,choot gaye the pal wo suhaane...

jaan samajh sab chod chale the par bane rahe fir bhi anjaane...

mohtaaj kahan yeh waqt kisika ,yeh chaal chale apni masti me...

chahe tum doobo athaah samudra hai ,ya sawaar ho jao kashti me..

kya kab kis mod pe choote,  kise pata hai...kaun yeh jaane....

humko th bas yaad raha wo..jo choot gaye the khali panne...

humko th bas yaad raha wo..jo choot gaye the khali panne...

                                                                     -vivek

EK BAAR BAS GALE LAGA LO....

jeevan mera soona soona,sirf bacha hai khalipan

jaane kisko khoj raha,dhoondh raha hai mera man

toot chuka rooth chuka ab koi toh mujhe samhalo

na koi khawish na koi chaahat ,ek baar bas gale laga lo

andhere khaali kamro se ,koi toh aaj mujhe nikalo 

pyar se mera naam bulake,ek baar bas gale laga lo

thandi sooni raahon me,aaj toh koi saath bulalo

haath thaam ke aaj tum mera,ek baar bas gale lagalo

ek akela saath tanhaai,aaj toh koi mujhe hasado

chand lamhe saath baith ke,ek baar bas gale laga lo

na gila na koi shikwa ,bhool jana chahe tum mujhko

maut ka hai kab kya bharosa ,ek baar bas gale laga lo

ek baar bas gale laga lo.....

                -vivek

andhera aur roshni

roshni ne kaha andhere se

teri meri kya bisaat tu kala mai gori hu

andhere bilkul chup tha...bas bola itna roshni se

ki soch roshni kya hoti hai, gar mai kho jaau

roshni ne kaha mai ujala hu

mai milti hu acchaai se...

andehra bola dheere se

parchaai insaan ko ek bana deta hu mai ...mai milaata hu sacchai se...

roshni boli 

fir ku darte hai tujhse jab tu itna accha hai...

andhera bola ...

tu khushi ki saathi hai bas....mai saath deta hu tanhaai me....

isliye darte hai log ...kuki milta hu mai gahraai me.....

kuki milta hu mai gehraai me....

                                                     -vivek

raaste aur majil...

yeh raahen hoke juda fir raahon se...

hoke juda yeh kaafir nigahin se....

jaake mili hain yeh manjil ke baahon se...

ki bahekna bamushakkat yeh kadmo ka dhoka tha...

bahekte najaron ne aksar hi roka tha..

nasha tha wo paane ka ya manjile suroor tha...

wo kuch karne ki chahat thi ya sirf guroor tha..

 chalte rahe hum moonde apni ankho ko...

th fir tootna iss sapne ko kabhi th jaroor tha....

ankhe khuli jab door manjil bhot thi...

samajh se pare tha kya galat kya sahi...

fir mile ek din wo manjil suhani ...

kya chamak thi khanak thi kya jhalak thi rumani..

 saanse thami ruk gayi thi ravani..

khtam ho chala th wo ankho ka paani

                                                      khatam ho chali thi ek aur kahani.. 

                                                      khatam ho chali thi ek aur kahani.. ...  

 --vivek

relationship

the very first thing which u share with others as soon as u cry for the first time is a relation ….either u want it or not this is what u could not get away even after u die ….a realtion is a wireless thing ever existed in the world as a reference to the wireless technology J …..u get it as a gift while u are born and continue to live with it and even after that…though the bond could have increased or decreased with time….

The thing which affects the most in any relation is the expectation ….what u expect from the other person……  while not expecting anything from the one very close to your heart u  start to expect  a very important thing of his/her life and that is being important to that person….and when u feel as if the space u share with the person is now shared with few more the relationship starts to weaken with time ..its not ur fault at all ….its all because u are a living being and most important u are human…

If it has ever happened to u or is happening ..do not worry ever….. with time only the fragrences  of real rose is preserved ,not of the one made with plastic……but never try too hard to join two ends of any brittle object doing that may lead to complete disaster and u could loose the very importance of yours …

there is much more to say to share ….let it be for the next virtual  interaction  of us ;) J

                         

WHY AM I NOT HAPPIEE ??

have u ever been sad after achieving what u actually wanted at that moment .....have u ever wondered what was it actually that u wanted instead......many a times in our life we are mistaken by  our choice our priorities of life we actually could not understand what we want ....that is the reason we could not enjoy the happiee moments of completion of our momentarily goals.....and actually there is also no solution to it as i see, u actually cannot sometimes determine what u want unless u are away from it or u have lost it ....but definitly there is a cure for it....and that one is very hard to do but easy to say ...and that is stay happiee with what u have got at every moment......do not try to control the future neither try to balance the present with the past...bacause one has not yet come and another has just passed away, what u have got is just the moment at present the moment u actually waste takin shit out of other things...
go on and have some faith on urself ...u will be hapiee for ever ... :)

below is a written piece by me ...hope u relate it :)

pal iss jiye hum ki baat kya kal me thi....

ki pal iss jiye hum ki baat kya kal me hai...

khush na the wo pa ke bhi..
jo auro ki najar me hai...

bas pal abhi yeh jee lo, manjilen dagar me hain...

yeh aaj kal hai kuch nahi yeh pal bhi safar me hain...  

                                                     - vivek tiwari 

 

first post

this is my first post under my blog feelings ..here u will get an extra dose of what u cant express easily in the near future....most of it would contain some poems...rhymes....jokes ...and sentences tht u will be connecting deeply ...
if u do like my posts ahead ..please let me know ..i just want to know tht its only me who thinks tht he can write well or are there some people outside who thinks the same....
         
                                                                       - ^IVEK  +IWARI