Aaj chaahat nahi hai ki khud k saath bhi rahu.......koshish hai ki wo shaksh jo mujhme kahin hai kho jaaye kahin muje akela chodd kar.......
Har ek ghadi ki aahat pe dil khush ho jata hai kisi avaaj ko uske aane ki dastak samjh kar aur chod kar sab kuch khush hone ki taiyaari krta par usse har pal yahi ehsaas hota ki yeh pal bhi beete palo jaisa h hai .....yeh pal bhi dushman hai uska ..yeh pal bhi use jaise batane aaya tha ki ab tu akela hai...yeh dasatn hai aise h kuch palon ki jab yeh ankhe taras rahin thi kisi ke aks ko apne rooh me utarne ki khatir.....par na jaane kya hua hai jaane anjaane me ; kya aise bhi khata kr baitha yeh dil ; jo usse khoya maine jiski hasi pe ek umaar kurbaan hai meri.....par yeh dil bechain hai na pakar wo jawab jo isse chiye......mere gusse me pyaar ki aahat .....gussa iss baat ka ki mai yeh na jaan paya ki ku wo door hai mujhse ...aur pyaar toh har uss pal me tha jab se mai usse mila hu...shayd kisi din muje wo jawaab mile aur mai khush ho saku usse naa pakar bhi ki muje yeh th pata hai ki ku na wo meri ho saki aur agle janam mai usse apna bana ke rahunga..aur mai jo baaten usse bata na saka usse kabhi jata na saka unhe mai shabdo se kabi samjha na pauga.....mumkin hai ehsaas hoga use hi kabhi........
(to be continued...... i will post a poem for the same....hope u will like it :) )
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