KHALI PANNE .. (REGRESSION)..

i very intense and pure feeling (of course after love ) is called regression...

 regression of what u cant stop, knowingly....

 regression of what u have done...

and mostly..

regression of what u have left undone...

khol kitaab jindgi ki kuch panne palte lamho ke...

kuch pe likh di yaad tumhari ...

kuch khaali humne chod diye...

baras beete, arse beete, beet gaye ab kai jamane....

rooth khudi ab aaj chale hain, apne hi hum man ko manane...

jag choota ,rab choota,choot gaye the pal wo suhaane...

jaan samajh sab chod chale the par bane rahe fir bhi anjaane...

mohtaaj kahan yeh waqt kisika ,yeh chaal chale apni masti me...

chahe tum doobo athaah samudra hai ,ya sawaar ho jao kashti me..

kya kab kis mod pe choote,  kise pata hai...kaun yeh jaane....

humko th bas yaad raha wo..jo choot gaye the khali panne...

humko th bas yaad raha wo..jo choot gaye the khali panne...

                                                                     -vivek

EK BAAR BAS GALE LAGA LO....

jeevan mera soona soona,sirf bacha hai khalipan

jaane kisko khoj raha,dhoondh raha hai mera man

toot chuka rooth chuka ab koi toh mujhe samhalo

na koi khawish na koi chaahat ,ek baar bas gale laga lo

andhere khaali kamro se ,koi toh aaj mujhe nikalo 

pyar se mera naam bulake,ek baar bas gale laga lo

thandi sooni raahon me,aaj toh koi saath bulalo

haath thaam ke aaj tum mera,ek baar bas gale lagalo

ek akela saath tanhaai,aaj toh koi mujhe hasado

chand lamhe saath baith ke,ek baar bas gale laga lo

na gila na koi shikwa ,bhool jana chahe tum mujhko

maut ka hai kab kya bharosa ,ek baar bas gale laga lo

ek baar bas gale laga lo.....

                -vivek

andhera aur roshni

roshni ne kaha andhere se

teri meri kya bisaat tu kala mai gori hu

andhere bilkul chup tha...bas bola itna roshni se

ki soch roshni kya hoti hai, gar mai kho jaau

roshni ne kaha mai ujala hu

mai milti hu acchaai se...

andehra bola dheere se

parchaai insaan ko ek bana deta hu mai ...mai milaata hu sacchai se...

roshni boli 

fir ku darte hai tujhse jab tu itna accha hai...

andhera bola ...

tu khushi ki saathi hai bas....mai saath deta hu tanhaai me....

isliye darte hai log ...kuki milta hu mai gahraai me.....

kuki milta hu mai gehraai me....

                                                     -vivek

raaste aur majil...

yeh raahen hoke juda fir raahon se...

hoke juda yeh kaafir nigahin se....

jaake mili hain yeh manjil ke baahon se...

ki bahekna bamushakkat yeh kadmo ka dhoka tha...

bahekte najaron ne aksar hi roka tha..

nasha tha wo paane ka ya manjile suroor tha...

wo kuch karne ki chahat thi ya sirf guroor tha..

 chalte rahe hum moonde apni ankho ko...

th fir tootna iss sapne ko kabhi th jaroor tha....

ankhe khuli jab door manjil bhot thi...

samajh se pare tha kya galat kya sahi...

fir mile ek din wo manjil suhani ...

kya chamak thi khanak thi kya jhalak thi rumani..

 saanse thami ruk gayi thi ravani..

khtam ho chala th wo ankho ka paani

                                                      khatam ho chali thi ek aur kahani.. 

                                                      khatam ho chali thi ek aur kahani.. ...  

 --vivek

relationship

the very first thing which u share with others as soon as u cry for the first time is a relation ….either u want it or not this is what u could not get away even after u die ….a realtion is a wireless thing ever existed in the world as a reference to the wireless technology J …..u get it as a gift while u are born and continue to live with it and even after that…though the bond could have increased or decreased with time….

The thing which affects the most in any relation is the expectation ….what u expect from the other person……  while not expecting anything from the one very close to your heart u  start to expect  a very important thing of his/her life and that is being important to that person….and when u feel as if the space u share with the person is now shared with few more the relationship starts to weaken with time ..its not ur fault at all ….its all because u are a living being and most important u are human…

If it has ever happened to u or is happening ..do not worry ever….. with time only the fragrences  of real rose is preserved ,not of the one made with plastic……but never try too hard to join two ends of any brittle object doing that may lead to complete disaster and u could loose the very importance of yours …

there is much more to say to share ….let it be for the next virtual  interaction  of us ;) J

                         

WHY AM I NOT HAPPIEE ??

have u ever been sad after achieving what u actually wanted at that moment .....have u ever wondered what was it actually that u wanted instead......many a times in our life we are mistaken by  our choice our priorities of life we actually could not understand what we want ....that is the reason we could not enjoy the happiee moments of completion of our momentarily goals.....and actually there is also no solution to it as i see, u actually cannot sometimes determine what u want unless u are away from it or u have lost it ....but definitly there is a cure for it....and that one is very hard to do but easy to say ...and that is stay happiee with what u have got at every moment......do not try to control the future neither try to balance the present with the past...bacause one has not yet come and another has just passed away, what u have got is just the moment at present the moment u actually waste takin shit out of other things...
go on and have some faith on urself ...u will be hapiee for ever ... :)

below is a written piece by me ...hope u relate it :)

pal iss jiye hum ki baat kya kal me thi....

ki pal iss jiye hum ki baat kya kal me hai...

khush na the wo pa ke bhi..
jo auro ki najar me hai...

bas pal abhi yeh jee lo, manjilen dagar me hain...

yeh aaj kal hai kuch nahi yeh pal bhi safar me hain...  

                                                     - vivek tiwari 

 

first post

this is my first post under my blog feelings ..here u will get an extra dose of what u cant express easily in the near future....most of it would contain some poems...rhymes....jokes ...and sentences tht u will be connecting deeply ...
if u do like my posts ahead ..please let me know ..i just want to know tht its only me who thinks tht he can write well or are there some people outside who thinks the same....
         
                                                                       - ^IVEK  +IWARI